I am so late BUT YEAH just throwing a thing up here to say that Lelouch/Brendan is kind of traumatized at the moment and probably looking for ways to take his mind off of it? He just got some echoes of ordering a shitton of people to be his slaves and also ordering some soldiers to kill themselves (now would be a good time to mention that he is not familiar with death/blood at all apart from a few very sanitized hospital visits to his mom and sister) so yeah, that.

I also need all of the CR. All of it. Come to me. Or don't because again this is late but still.